sobre vésperas e noites e dias..

e o p.s. "sorry, couldnt find a zebra card"

a gente nunca sabe que doces surpresas a vida nos reserva vida afora, né? ^^

So there I was, wearing those stupid clothes, my hair done in a stupid way, a stupid smile in my face. I sat in front of hundreds of people, and someone called out my name so I stood up. I walked towards a women with weirder clothes, she had a weird thing on her right hand and she repeated my name and spoke words I'd heard a thousand times before but never spoken that way. And misteriously her words became a parchment, which she gave to me, with a frozen smile whilst she shook my hand. I looked around and it was all dark, only I was in a spot of light. And misteriously, when I looked again, I saw my parents, sitting on blue chairs, and they waved at me and they had huge smiles on their faces. I felt comfortable and happy. I waved back with the parchment, the more I did so more faces appeared aroud my parents'. My school friends, some old friends from uni, my girlfriend, my former boss. I waved and waved and suddenly I just felt like I should go back to my chair. I had to put a stupid hat on my head. I had a stupid smile on my face. My teeth were wide shown, my braces shinning at the spot of light that still pointed at me. I started to feel the place warm. I felt my hands wet. Felt my eyes blur. Felt the air off my lungs. Panic came over me. I started to shake my arms, and I looked around and all was black, and all was silent, and all was just so damn lonely, and I tried to scream but my voice wouldn't come out, I was already desperate, I felt myself fainting, I couln't breath and there was no one there, no one to notice, no one to help, I was dying and there was no one to miss me!
Suddenly I saw my mom with a scared face. She was shaking me and saying 'it's me, its me'. My father came from the door with a glass of water and the same scared face. I was kind of lost, but I could finally breath. She asked if I was ok and I automatically said yes. She huged me and said it had been only a nightmare. "It was only a nightmare".

2 patinhos na lagoa amanhã. é, passa rápido.